*!On an emotional rollar coaster ride!*
You take me high, then you drop me low and only you can decide
I am down, then you lift me up, just to drop me down again
This ride dosn't stop for anything, not snow, not sleet, not rain
A few sharp turns, a couple of twists, we go upside down and around
Topsy turvey, a steep hill, now a huge drop..I thought I hit the ground
Higher and higher and higher still I think I touched a cloud
Then lower and lower you drop me, i guess you think your aloud
When you take me high it feels so good, you really make me fly
When you let me down it feels so bad, never a stormier sky
Sometimes rides are fun but if it rides too long I'll get dizzy and weak
I start to wonder if this ride will ever end or will it reach its peak
I wonder how long I can hold on, how long I can continue to ride
I start to question if I can make it or if I'm going to fall out the side
When do you know when the ride will stop, if it will be alright
Do i only ride so long and then decide to jump off one stormy night
I'll admit I don't know, I'm so confused, this ride has numbed my brain
If it dosen't stop soon... I think I might totally lose it and go insane
How do I know, oh how do I know, when a turn should be my last
The scariest thing is if I find out...Will this ride be a thing of the past?
Laying in bed at night awake, starring at the ceiling at first can cry no tears
Then the realization hits me like a brick wall of the reality of my worst fears
I could almost see my heart breaking and feel the emptiness growing taking its tole
I thought and i thought...
But they don't really stop, they mearly subside in a minute more tears fall
I know even when my eyes are drying, i'm sobbing deep inside
It hurts me in my heart, and theres no where i can hide..
